My mind is not as stable as I like to see it lately.
My thoughts are kind of all over the place.
But I think it's in a good way.
I have days when I feel like I should be one of those people who gets up at 4:30, works out for 2 hours, goes to work, then stays up late reading classic literature, only to do it again the next day.
Then on other days I think "This is the perfect life for me. Working, coming home and watching the news for two hours (I LOVE the news) and having a semi healthy dinner, then reading trashy novels and going to bed early"
This mental instability has been pushing me in weird directions.
For example:
I walked home from church yesterday. Almost 3 miles. Under the threat of rain. Because that's what motivated, go getting type people do. Plus, free cardio on a Sunday, right?
Then I took a 4 hour nap.
Yesterday I was eating mambas and drinking ginger ale straight from a two liter.
Today I am starting a week of protein shakes only fasting.
It's back and forth.
Some weeks I go to the gym 5 times.
Some weeks I only go once.
I lack the ability to regulate my life. I tend to go from one extreme to the other.
But sometimes I think that's not a bad thing.
I don't know.
Lori Ann
*now I am obsessively looking up bikes. I just really want a bike. I wish we had bikes lanes like Europe. And hot guys with accents*